Muses of Murari

When you live on ideas & thoughts. It inspires. It makes you believe you are special. It makes you think nothing impossible. It also generates impressive sounding solutions to the problems. It boils enthusiasm. It makes you restless. It makes you buy in exhaustion-not-for-me syndrome. It creates haze cloud on your mind. Entire world will look like full of potential opportunities. Only one need to tap it. You want the best among them. You search. You want to do all kinds of stuff that just gives you moments of thrill. Or moments of doing something new & refreshing. You want to make deep impact on others. You are the source. You are the solution. You are everything. You feel blessed. You just want to escape from your work. The thing is not your ‘cup of tea’. You want to break the entire corporate hierarchy. You want CEO to listen to your ideas and make an important decision that changes the fortune of the company. Making money is easy. You think you can earn more than the most richest person you have met. You think you make sense all the time. No second thoughts. You are convinced of your good/bad karma. Whole world looks beautiful. Full of wonderful things. Only our own selfishness stops us to enjoy it…. so on…..

And a small activity innocously disturbs you. Slowly and steadly you come to your senses. The realty pinches in. Pain finds path all over you. The whole maya of what happened recently reveals itself. The whole realisation happens in five hours. And you left with void. You desperately search what next? Either you search in over confidence mode or in desperation mode. Even calmness visit you for a while. You keep searching meaning out of it. It is the search that fills your mind all the time. Fickle mind. It needs to practice meditation…. You think some thing is needed here. Being grounded to realty. And dream. And pursue it. And to remember, whatever be the pursuit it is a long journey. In mean time, keep logging here.

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